State of unrest..

No pictures for today, don't think it's the right time. A lot have since happened to me when i was back in Singapore for the semester break and until now it's still happening. Some times i really wonder, what is it that people actually sees in me? Am i showing too much of my inner self or was it just purely the out-look that i have shown to people? What makes people think that this person is a good chap? What is the TRUE first impression that i have given to people? Can you tell how wonderful a person is by just looking through his/her pictures in Facebook? Or the things that the person could have posted in the wall of Facebook?

I myself don't even know my inner-self. I am so confused right now as to who i am truefully. I noticed so much of my unusual self lately that i am scared that i will turn into someone else. But as long as the flame in my heart still burns, i am still myself. For how long it will sustain, i don't have a clue.

People comment on what they see but fail to comprehend what they see. They fail to understand further on what's in-front of them. Passing comments here and there like as if they hit right on the dot when in fact they were far from being correct.

I am becoming skeptical about people's words. More than usual. Do you choose someone who loves you more than you love him/her or do you choose someone whom you love more than he/she loves you? Are we even suppose to measure the magnitude of love? Sadly in this generation of ours, love have since became "measurable"......when you tell someone you love him/her a lot and the reply is i can't love you more, this is a measurement of love. Always remember, it's not about how much you can give but how much you are WILLING to give. Some give more and some give less, but both are still a form of GIVING. We learn to give and take. The greatness of love comes when one give 20% while the other give 90% and yet they still love each other. There shouldn't be a point where one would say, "i should give 90% back to you because you gave 90% to me".....doesn't it sound like i don't owe you anything. This doesn't sound like love to me, it seems more like a form of return GRATITUDE, returning a favor kind of thing. Saying "i love you" to me will lock my heart just so only you are inside..... that's how powerful the 3 simple words can do to me......

Quote of the night.

Lost in the shadow of darkness, you don't see a light. Search from within, your flame of passion. Eventually you will know where you will be heading towards.