Containing it......

Now in my room stoning away. Had a game of Command and Conquer Generals, boring i know but there are really nothing much to do over here. Perhaps that is why i kept thinking and missing someone, nothing serve as a distraction but having nothing to do just kept my mind busy thinking of someone. Couldn't help but yeah.

Taken in the lift to my unit. I like my hair the way it was in the picture.


How do i look? haha. The laboratory practicals have started, getting busier and busier with school works.

It feels terrible having to pretend to be happy when deep inside you are in a mess. Every time i try to smile at my friends, i do feel a sharp pain in me. Will i be able to smile and laugh truefully again? The nights are getting darker than usual.......

Quote of the night...

In life we always expect things to happen the way we want it to be. And so very often that it always happen in the unexpected manner. We will always question ourselves, why did it not happen the way we want it to? Instead of blaming the whole world, why don't we take a look at it in a different perspective. Just imagine, if everything were to happen the way you want it to, how would you feel? Let's say examinations, everyone wants to Ace the examinations and all got what they wanted. There will be NO failures at all. From this, we wouldn't know who are the elite people and who aren't. And we wouldn't hear stories of people who have failed before and became someone famous. Everyone will start to take things for granted because what they expected to have, they will have it so long as they want it. Through these unexpected events, we learn to be someone better and we learn to pick up virtues and characters along the way. If we didn't "fall" before, do you think we can be at where we are now? Something to think about.... without the wind, there will be no waves.... Many things in life needs to work in cohesion to see an effect...... it includes not just among people, but you yourself.... your moral values and characters.....