I though maybe perhaps...

Have this sudden urge of wanting to blog. It's already October 7th and in exactly 1 month will be the commencement of my exams, how exciting! Feeling really lethargic and really tired these few days, i wonder why. I hasn't smoked for a week already hahaha, kinda like an accomplishment :P

I have been thinking A LOT in these few months over here. Thinking about the future, the present and on love, family, career, friends, close friends, life and strangers...... So much questions accumulating in me and i really hope 1 day i could answer them thoroughly. It's not about telling others what's always on your mind would solve problems, different people have different approach to solving a problem. So i did rather find that solution by myself, things are always complicated by having more people knowing what the problems are (although not always).

Can't wait to return back to Singapore....... there are so many things i want to do when i go back and i hope i wouldn't be restricted in anyways although i know i am restricted by time from Mon to Fri..... but still i have got the night to live with.....

As humans, we all love to complain about others, criticize and judge other people without taking a closer look at themselves before passing nonsensical remarks on certain situation. When thing goes wrong, how can you be so sure that you are not the "aetiological agent" but others?

I have had enough people telling me how tough their life have been (not referring to anyone who have access to my blog), how terrible this guy is to her etc etc etc. hahaha, i wish i can complain about everything that i am not satisfied with hahahaha but most of the time i don't, i just solve them bit by bit and make myself satisfied with what the outcome of my solution is. It is alright if you complain and do something about it but it is damn annoying if you don't do anything at all.

I love the word "Karma"....... hahaha i can see this happening to quite a number of people around me. To harm others in any sense, be it in physical, emotional or psychological aspects, you put yourself at risk of getting the same thing happening to you in greater magnitude of effect....

I have been dreaming alot when sleeping. I remembered all my dreams and many were repetitive. At least there is still some "place" that i can let loose of everything that's bothering me and not care about them at all hahaha

Quote of the night....

It is important to be yourself, if you don't, what's the point of calling yourself "myself" when there is no one unique you?