Phewww...... my mind is full of stone and total lethargy.... not that i don't wish to do anything but i am just living every seconds on and on.... Been really happy and it seems that afterall, fairytales do exist. Perhaps the past experience and the lonely path walked for a year and a half have somewhat "stalled" (did i spell it correctly?) my thoughts. Trying to get it going again like how it was last time. It is going great and accelerating faster than i thought.
It is inevitable that i did experience some attachment and detachment of my connection with the world of emotions. What could be the factors? Perhaps work commitment in the future, family and of course studies. I am perfectly fine with all these and i know how far i can go as a stead (primary school kids term). Perhaps none except for the ones who knows that distance hahahaha.
There is one extra conclusion that i can make in this return trip to Singapore, there will be another person whom i will miss, written with tears and blood on the list i have in me. Tears of all kinds will fall in this period of time, afterwhich, it will be a list i look through over and over again every night when i sleep alone in Brisbane. When i feel overwhelmed by that loneliness, the amount of stress and the amount of "fake mask" i put up, i will cry and i will "play" every happy moments i have in life with special people and people who really really impacted my life with such force that "imprints" are made........
There are many things in my life have been "furnished" by people all around me, people who knows and people who don't know that they form a part of my life. After so many years, important comments and motivational sentences are still deep rooted in me...... I thank all those people.....
Quote of the night...
There can never be success when one knows nothing about failure.......
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