The Wrath within......

Could someone tell me, what friends are exactly for? How do we consider someone as a friend? The friends i have in the mainstream world, except for 2, are full of jealousy, intentions/motives, egoistic, complacency, complaints, materialistic, lies and zero understandings. I am not trying to say everyone are like that, but it seems like for me, it has always been this way. From primary school even till now, all these craps are still existing. Shouldn't we be already adults at 23? Some are even older than me still exhibiting these kind of mentality. Perhaps the reason why i don't make a lot of friends in the places that i have been to, primary school, secondary school, polytechnic and even university, are due to, in their minds, this is what i felt from them.

1) Friends are meant to be used
2) Only when you need them, you will be good to them (Motive driven)
3) He who shares common interest, especially drinking, are soulmates and untouched for assistance
4) He will remember what he has done for you and expect a return of favours
5) He will be jealous instead of being glad over how well you did for your exams
6) He will trouble you when he is desperately in need of help but never did offer genuine helps when you are in need of it.
7) He will crawl all over you when you display the slightest sympathy
8) When there is fun, you are never remembered but when there's sorrow, he comes to you for a shoulder to lean on
9) When a person is sick within a group, he will get someone who doesn't mind staying behind to look after that person while they enjoy their day
10) Accepting a gift, you will expect a favour back in return

It is very disappointing when you genuinely take someone as a friend yet you are just like a puppet to them. It just prove one thing, some times your friends can screw up your life more than you tasting years of lonliness......

Just when you think this person is your friend, after all, you are just lieing to yourself........ sad though but it doesn't really matter, in them i see how things really work......

Quote of the night....

Pay attention to the feelings of others before you want yours to be looked after as well......