Hmmmm, it's night time and i am still up? Sounds illogical.... But anyway, lately it has been bothering me a lot, the sounds of discontentment from people gets me really upset somehow. Not because i don't have the chance to be able to feel discontented about life, simply because i am contented with what i have. From these people, i feel that sometimes it is really good to think out of your personal well-being, the well-being of others as well. It doesn't have to be me, but at least to your parents, people whom you think deserve your few seconds of thoughts......
Sometimes when i feel that i am losing myself, i hide in the toilet and sing, to at least make me feel a little better before continuing with my life over here. I have no one that i can confide to but i have friends in Singapore whom i can, through MSN but most of my sorrows were written in the diary i have right beside my bed. A diary where i "dump" my thoughts in before i go to bed, if i feel they are too much to handle.
I see friends falling out on each other. Some times, we know it ourselves, at certain point of time in our friendship, we happen to bump into certain aspects of an idea that we couldn't come to an agreement with, that's when the tension gets a little intense. Back-stabbing is an atrocious thing to do, why do it? What do you get out of it? It is so common that people tend to put words in each other mouth and make it convincely real but then again, why do it? What's your motive of doing it? All these have to stop, what is the difference between you and an enemy?
We all have our fair shares of incidents, accidents, unfortunate events, pain and etc, some people grow from them, some dwell in them and some just never learn. Different people have different capacity of accepting facts and some have different ways of managing them. There is no right or wrong ways but there are actually best solutions. We humans, as we grow old, we learn to start to accept life as how it is for us, instead of questioning the treachery of life, we accept every reasons life have given us. Some things we can change but most of the things, we can't. This is a fact, to me at least it is.
I want to be genuinely happy, how can i achieve that? I try to be positive, i try to be nice to people so that they will be nice to me as well. But what makes me happy the most is to see happiness in others, that's what makes me smile the most :)
Quote of the night....
Life isn't cruel but life for us is tough, why make it tougher by creating dispute? Learn from mistakes and grow.......happiness comes from within, but the trigger points of happiness comes from the sight.......
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