So what exactly are the issues? And why?

Life has been tough for many people out there... with the recent Queensland flood, massive earthquake at Christchurch and Japan, Japan's tsunami and nuclear meltdown..... death toll rising each day, every seconds........ some times, i wish i can do more then just watching them helplessly on youtube, on Yahoo news and on TV........ been rather affected emotionally as tough time like this are hard to get by...... coupled with personal issues of career prospects, family financial issues, family troubles, maintaining a long distance relationship, living off simply over here in Brisbane, complete shut off from the world outside my personal world, facing tons of academic stress...... perhaps it is an incredible feat that i can still have a sound mind to type these out in a peaceful manner.

We have our own sets of thinking and mindset, what is on our mind doesn't necessary translate into what others have on theirs. We can't "superimpose" 2 person together and say they are the same simply because we ARE all DIFFERENT and unique in our ways. I don't expect people to carry the same philosophies and mindset as i do because in doing so, what's the point of using the word "unique" to describe each and everyone of us? It has always been about this word, "understand", do you understand how this person works? do u understand why this person works this way? do you understand where is this person coming from? alot of times, people just DON'T understand at all, why? number 1 - the depth of understanding is not enough; number 2 - too much surface informations have shrouded the person's mind from seeing what is inside etc....... many times, we are misguided by what is shown to us rather then what is "communicated" to us. I am not making a one sided stand........ on the other hand, things can be seen at a different perspective as well. Some people, or maybe most people are surface oriented and "smart" in making use of this idea of misleading others by stating the most "correct" way of how this person should feel or things that should be said to mislead others into believing their genuine actions. It is again, "perspectives based on your state of mind", a person's state of mind will influence his or her perspectives or point of view, personal experiences/ordeals etc are what that makes up the person's state of mind, much like a sculpture, if u know what i mean. No one perspective is an absolute right or an absolute wrong, it is all based on other factors that makes it the most correct or the most incorrect judgement. Many things are hard to explain given the unstable nature of human's emotions and thinking, it is all about your ability to put things in your mind, into perspectives and order before things become really clear and self-explanatory........

Quote of the night.....................

I have done nothing wrong behind your back, but if u feel i did, then i did..... because we see what our mind see..... no explanations can break this assumption apart because it became a "mind-oriented" fact....... but i still love you and that's just me...........

As the Day goes by....

So it has been almost 6 weeks since i came over. Everything seems fine and alright over here, nothing much has happened really. Picked up cycling as a mode of transport to school, which can help me save a little on the transportation fees. Signed up for a gym membership at STEPZ 24/7 gym at Saint Lucia. Pretty hardcore but not overly done although i have got myself amino acid tablets and protein powder.

Been rather stressful with my honours project, not very stressful but the pressure is there. But the thing is, i enjoy it actually, so much better than having to memorize what's the book. There is still a fair bit of memorizing here and there but most of the time, it is all about your techniques and writing skills. Well, good luck to me for my research! Will find time to write a longer post!

Quote of the night.....

Sometimes nothing else matters when you have 1 person who believes in you......

2 weeks have gone by....

Time flies.... i am wondering if i should feel apprehensive of this "speed" or not.....

I can't help but to feel happy and fortunate to have you..... seriously, you have been the best person and the one and only that i ever wanted in my life...... you are the person that would make my life close to perfection..... i can't stop myself from missing you and thinking about you...... everything about u and about us bring warmth me when i just think of "us".....

There is only 1 thing i can say to you..... "you are the one" :)

Quote of the night....

Some times, the best things in our life are just beside us, yet we failed to realize and acknowledge their existence due to our constant demand for perfections in every aspects...... one can never settle down with a persisting idea of "perfection"...... you will see yourself exploring alternatives after deciding on your path.....

It has been a long time since......

And here i am, back to Brissie for my final year, the honours year! It wasn't easy for the start as a couple of "unfortunate" events happened to me hahaha (which i don't considered genuinely unfortunate, hence the inverted comas). I am sick now carrying a heavy and a soundless voice box (perhaps the reason why i would prefer writing than talking).

Trying to get things done over here, accommodation is the key issue over here, once that is out of the way and i will have more focus on my research.

It has been and will as it goes on, be a tough time for me. Unlike the usual time we spent physically together, we are now in different continents and even 2 hours a part! Thanks to APPLE INC for their great invention of the iPhone and their applications, i have got the ability to speak to my one and only, through Viber and be able to buzz each other up through WHATSAPP. hahaha

Many pictures were shared among us hahaha alil' of my OZ life and alil' of your SG life.......

I cannot say how much i love you but basically, you are my every breath that i take........ as we all know we can't live without oxygen..... and yes, you got it, YOU are my personal brand of oxygen that i breathe in........ i need you and just you.... love you baby!!

Quote of the night.....

Sometimes, it just takes you to BELIEVE and it will truly turn out to be a REALITY......