Could someone tell me, what friends are exactly for? How do we consider someone as a friend? The friends i have in the mainstream world, except for 2, are full of jealousy, intentions/motives, egoistic, complacency, complaints, materialistic, lies and zero understandings. I am not trying to say everyone are like that, but it seems like for me, it has always been this way. From primary school even till now, all these craps are still existing. Shouldn't we be already adults at 23? Some are even older than me still exhibiting these kind of mentality. Perhaps the reason why i don't make a lot of friends in the places that i have been to, primary school, secondary school, polytechnic and even university, are due to, in their minds, this is what i felt from them.
1) Friends are meant to be used
2) Only when you need them, you will be good to them (Motive driven)
3) He who shares common interest, especially drinking, are soulmates and untouched for assistance
4) He will remember what he has done for you and expect a return of favours
5) He will be jealous instead of being glad over how well you did for your exams
6) He will trouble you when he is desperately in need of help but never did offer genuine helps when you are in need of it.
7) He will crawl all over you when you display the slightest sympathy
8) When there is fun, you are never remembered but when there's sorrow, he comes to you for a shoulder to lean on
9) When a person is sick within a group, he will get someone who doesn't mind staying behind to look after that person while they enjoy their day
10) Accepting a gift, you will expect a favour back in return
It is very disappointing when you genuinely take someone as a friend yet you are just like a puppet to them. It just prove one thing, some times your friends can screw up your life more than you tasting years of lonliness......
Just when you think this person is your friend, after all, you are just lieing to yourself........ sad though but it doesn't really matter, in them i see how things really work......
Quote of the night....
Pay attention to the feelings of others before you want yours to be looked after as well......
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Saturday, April 10, 2010
The Love of The World....
Seems like my title has became rather generic, derived from The End of The World...
Was happy today because i get to end my laboratory work early and perhaps a off for the next 2 days. I was re-watching Love of Siam (Director's Cut) this afternoon, a show that never fails to bring me to tears again and again. Apart from the love between 2 souls, the family love part was touching as well. The kind of phrases like, "Even if we are not together, that does not mean that i don't love you." and "Please take care of one another." are always the kind of stuff i am thinking about or any along the line.
We humans are always seeking f0r perfections, in short, we are perfectionists. But again, what i see in a person may be different from how others see that person. To me you are the one but to others you may not be. It all boils down to "taste" and of course, a connection some where in which you and the person possess where by others don't.
"Accept me as who i am", is it just a way of stating a "terminal" stage of ones growth? If you are what i accept as who you are or who you have always been, does that mean you are forever the way you are? Are there actually rooms for slight changes that would better suits a situation that we might encounter? Certain phrases were meant to be spoken at one point in which we feel that that's the best description of our feelings, however, it has always been so commonly used which in turns, transformed that into some sort of an excuse...and with a lost of significance.
As we all know of the treachery of love, the toughness in maintaining one and the exhaustive nature of finding one (Not pertaining to everyone of us, but some)..... Somehow or rather, i feel really safe about this one that i have always knew of. It is so perfect that i am not apprehensive of any thing at all........somehow or rather, it is a perfect fairytale that i am always looking for and seems like it's all real and it's all really happening. Though not as perfect as it seems to many but all that matters is how i look at it and how i felt about it...... I am sure many of you would also believe that what matters most is how you look at it..... speaking in the context of love...............
Quote of the night......
It's not always about you, but the both of us, as one........
Was happy today because i get to end my laboratory work early and perhaps a off for the next 2 days. I was re-watching Love of Siam (Director's Cut) this afternoon, a show that never fails to bring me to tears again and again. Apart from the love between 2 souls, the family love part was touching as well. The kind of phrases like, "Even if we are not together, that does not mean that i don't love you." and "Please take care of one another." are always the kind of stuff i am thinking about or any along the line.
We humans are always seeking f0r perfections, in short, we are perfectionists. But again, what i see in a person may be different from how others see that person. To me you are the one but to others you may not be. It all boils down to "taste" and of course, a connection some where in which you and the person possess where by others don't.
"Accept me as who i am", is it just a way of stating a "terminal" stage of ones growth? If you are what i accept as who you are or who you have always been, does that mean you are forever the way you are? Are there actually rooms for slight changes that would better suits a situation that we might encounter? Certain phrases were meant to be spoken at one point in which we feel that that's the best description of our feelings, however, it has always been so commonly used which in turns, transformed that into some sort of an excuse...and with a lost of significance.
As we all know of the treachery of love, the toughness in maintaining one and the exhaustive nature of finding one (Not pertaining to everyone of us, but some)..... Somehow or rather, i feel really safe about this one that i have always knew of. It is so perfect that i am not apprehensive of any thing at all........somehow or rather, it is a perfect fairytale that i am always looking for and seems like it's all real and it's all really happening. Though not as perfect as it seems to many but all that matters is how i look at it and how i felt about it...... I am sure many of you would also believe that what matters most is how you look at it..... speaking in the context of love...............
Quote of the night......
It's not always about you, but the both of us, as one........
Sunday, April 4, 2010
The tears......
It's April already and seems like i just flew over yesterday. Reports piling up one after another, mid semester exams around the corner and a research project kicking in real fast and tight..... So much things to do yet i still have the time to update my blog.
Pretty soon, i will back in Singapore again, i am sure it will be a very different experience as compared to previous breaks i had in between semesters. I know i will be enjoying myself in your company and i want to bring joy to your life as well :)
So how many people are actually following closely to my updates? hahaha i know a few though which i felt happy to have someone who is in touch with my life, not fully but bits and pieces of them :) hahaha
In what kind of situation would you feel that the green eye monster is actually staring at you?? I have a few occasions of jealousy which i felt kinda terrible, not to the extreme of coming down with a depression but well enough to disturb my emotions.
Are people sensitive?? Towards the feelings of other or even deeper, towards the thoughts of someone else?? Some times i really hope that i don't have this emotion in me but seems like it's a norm for everyone to have it....
But these few days ever since that fateful day, i am really truely happy to be where i am now and where i will be heading to.... :) Thanks to that special one :)
Quote of the night.......
Even though the temperature could be as low as 0 degrees celsius, i can feel your warmth so close that even Artic loses all its ice......
Pretty soon, i will back in Singapore again, i am sure it will be a very different experience as compared to previous breaks i had in between semesters. I know i will be enjoying myself in your company and i want to bring joy to your life as well :)
So how many people are actually following closely to my updates? hahaha i know a few though which i felt happy to have someone who is in touch with my life, not fully but bits and pieces of them :) hahaha
In what kind of situation would you feel that the green eye monster is actually staring at you?? I have a few occasions of jealousy which i felt kinda terrible, not to the extreme of coming down with a depression but well enough to disturb my emotions.
Are people sensitive?? Towards the feelings of other or even deeper, towards the thoughts of someone else?? Some times i really hope that i don't have this emotion in me but seems like it's a norm for everyone to have it....
But these few days ever since that fateful day, i am really truely happy to be where i am now and where i will be heading to.... :) Thanks to that special one :)
Quote of the night.......
Even though the temperature could be as low as 0 degrees celsius, i can feel your warmth so close that even Artic loses all its ice......
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