Is it love or something else.....

Hmmmm, just came back from the Brisbane River again...... Was playing the swings and our butts were apparently to BIG to fit into the children sized seats. Then we played with the see-saw....i was being "trapped" at a height and we were having some fun over there. And the most romantic part is after the thrills....... A hug and hearing the heavy breathes of each other in the silence..... My dream of walking in the park holding each other's waist....... cold night yet so much warmth......i don't think it's love although it seemed like it is but i feel comfortable that's all. Everything seems surreal and when you are back home, you will think, "what just happened?" Like as if you were dreaming.....

I can imagine the years ahead..... 2 years before "expiry"....... I believe this 2 years will be well spent not on a 24/7 basis but once in a blue moon.... that's i guess how sweet memories remain as sweet as the very first time we met......... The idea of being single.... what are the benefits and the down sides of it? I don't know but i feel that being single, u are honest with your own feelings, u tend not to "cheat" on yourself too much.... maybe i am wrong but somehow it more or less "lingers" around that idea.

2 relationships, 4 years of effort, 4 years of dreams, 4 years of wishes and 4 years of pain..... what were the outcomes of writing that part of my story? To have people toying with your feelings and thinking that you are stupid.

The best scenarios that i have ever wanted came true with someone whom i considered a "gift", who proved to me that," Ernest, these people that you have always wanted to have, do exist..."
A friend but not yet a lover, perhaps it wouldn't be...... challenged by the places of origin we came from..... But somehow i will remember those times we had together because i know, unless you "suggest" it, it will never occur to you.....

Quote of the night.....

There you are.....

I look into your eyes,
with our foreheads touching each other.
Letting out light breathes,
Hearing the slow beats of our hearts.
As I looked away from your mesmerizing eyes,
You held my chin and left an eternal kiss on my lips....
Till the last moment of parting yet again,
A last kiss for the day i left on your lips.
Till the next time we meet, will it last till then.......